t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Monday, February 09, 2004
boooooo!! =) *big bright darlie smile* am in a terrific mood today! which will soon be ruined by SOMEONE. *glares at the alien beside me* haha. nevermindddd. =))
school was fun? i practically spent my time planning the v day thingys.. presents. and all that related stuff. yeah. mr abdul was gonna blow i guess? lol. cos the three of us.. aka the ((PTS)) or the [[tBP]] were just yakking yakking and yakking non stop! geez.. poor him! haha. =x
ah ben was late for class today.. and dumb chandra was being sucha pest. tsk. got my darling bernice's hp confiscated. now the whole class is anti-chandra.. so mean right? haha... chris.. tiffane and i were in the EVIL kinda mood today.. so its like.. chandra kinda suffered a lil.. but we SERIOUSLY didn't understand what he was talking bout!! =x hee. bleeeee..
lardeedahhh! am listening to american idol 2 music now.. heh heh. was just suddenly in the mood for it? hmm.. oh well! lunch.. i didn't eat.. and instead.. i went shopping?! tsk tsk TSK. haha.. eh.. hmmm.. this song's nice.. yoo are the love of my life.. and i'm so glad yoo found me.. yoo are the love of my life.. baby put your arms around me.. i guess this is how it feels.. when yoo finally find something real.. my angel at night.. yoo are my love.. love of my life.. alright.. i should STOP melting.. *freezes. geex. i hate such sweet songs these days. makes me ponder if all these sweet nothings mean anything at all. i guess part of me still wishes for it to be.. i mean. yeah. *shrugs.
english.. nothing much.. read.. had SPELLING? gee. was once again ALMOST frozen to DEATH! blah. haha. yeah.. headed down to cine after school.. was messaging kayE on the way. lmao. she's funny. and i seriously didn't know she likes eeyore!? *gives puppy dog face* sowee k? lol. and i mean.. yoo seriously never told me before!! *runs and hides. lol. hur.. hmm! bought muh bag! *BEAMS* eh.. that was item number one. number 2! was yeh yeh's present.. heh. the nightmare before christmas cushion! was the last piece.. and PHEW! thank god i managed to nabb the last piece! haha. thanks to my nu er for getting it fer me!! =D lalala. went heerens.. bought 2 pairs of earrings! hmm.. what else. oh. a bracelet! yeah.. mum called.. so we flew off to taka.. pts went home.. and yeah.. hmm. *nods. yeh yeh bought her armani white? ITS NICE! bought nu er the anna sui lil perfume.. and she was happy?... i hope. =)) flew over to taka.. bought steads shirt! yay. i hope it ain't too big.. hurr.. =|
went over to the LOVE and waited for my mum.. well. at least i got to dine at don noodles after waiting for so long! ha. yeah. gen popped out.. and yakked bout certain stuffs. someone/something caught me by surprise. (o.O) oh WELL. haha. i should just. refrain from thinking so much lah yeah.. am not done with my shopping.. so i'm gonna be meeting my darlinggg tmr ta shop! ya. darling day tmr! i gotta go buy my skirt. my toga. raffles to buy ty beanies. uh. and bras brasah! omg. haha. i think i need to go ikea too. DIE. i wanna go queensway. ok SHOOT ME. i'm in a shopping frenzy. and yoo know what? its true what they say. shopping really does heal the pain within you.
x.butterfly takes flight.x
"Fallen"
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
[2X]
this song brought tears to my eyes. but. i refused to let them flow. and that's the way it'll remain. for the time being. as always.. things don't change.. do they?
;elysium.
8:58:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
